羡慕还是妒嫉

看到她的post,我..应该羡慕还是妒嫉呢? 假设我是她,应该觉得好幸福.但是,如果我是他的女友,我会觉得心...好痛..好痛...

我会是哪一个她呢?很希望是前者....

这证明什么? 意味着..原来很多事情是一辈子忘不了的..得不到的东西永远是最美的..不是吗?事实摆在眼前!

为什么要这样子?为什么要让我看到这个残酷的事实.....

我不想发生在我身上!!!!!

I want a vacation!!!!!

Oh my god! I am always in holiday mood.....

Holiday and vacation had been one of my target in life. Thats what people said 'enjoy' your life, isn't it?

Whenever think of going overseas, it make me feeling great!!! Can't wait for long leave to come. I want to stay away from this boring routine lifestyle.

Please give me some more leave. P.L.E.A.S.E

Down!!!! Down!!!! Down!!!!

Feeling down!!! Everthing was changed after the 2 weeks leave. Sometimes, there is peak and low in our life. But for me, I cant accept too much of changes in a short period of time. Feel suffocated, feel tension,feel like crying but tears stay still in the eyes.

Sometimes I am curious. Curious about human being. There are always many people out there that do not like to live in peace and harmony. They like to make people's life miserable. Why are they choosing this behavior as part of their leisure and entertainment? If luck do not side us, we will fall into thier trap!!!!

Thinking of shun from this group of beast. God bless me!!! But there are still alot of things to think of before making any move. I need to be brave. It just...a timing issue.....

哇!!!

第一次踏进飞机,哇..实在紧张又兴奋.那种感觉难以形容.担心,是怕飞机出事.兴奋是因为第一次出国远行.原来我也有这机会.发梦都没想过的事情.也可说是我梦想成真吧!!!

第一次看这里的天空.那时候是傍晚五点半.我跟哈泥第一个反映是一致的.哇老..怎么酱像我们的傍晚七点半.外面的温度是十五度.我们俩毫不犹豫的把握时间,立刻到它们最出名的夜市去大吃特吃.果然名不虚实,这里很多很好吃又特别的东西.我们果然来对了.因为吃,就是我们的最爱...

记得第一天到达很steady..只是穿了一件普通jacket配singlet.心理面还不停偷笑,为什么它们的人酱爱美.明明就不是那么冷,为什么还要穿到好像包棕子一样,还要穿那种包鞋长到膝盖那里的.真的有酱冷吗?

第二天早上我们就开始跟团了.哇,这地方可不小哦!去每个地方都要乘车五到四小时.屁股坐到'酸溜溜的'.天气一天比一天冷.沿路听导游说这里的历史,可让我增加不少学问.原来这里是受日本文化影响的地方.难怪吃早餐时会听到有人讲日语啦...

最后一天是最冷的.是七度叻.冷到....牙齿都要开始跳起舞来...回想当初还笑人真是觉得自己有点白痴..哈哈....

五天就这样过去了.突然间会有一种依依不舍的心情.是对这个地方留念呢?还是..不舍得my long vacation? I think is both ;-)